Gaia Online and Nosgoth Guild and Lost Friends

For the past 6 years, since Oct 5, 2005, I've been a member of Gaia Online. Yeah, I know, it's a stupid site to some people. It's not the site I like though, but the people on it that have become my friends.

In 2007/2008 I joined a guild called "Welcome to Nosgoth", and have since had a lot of fun, met cool people, and spent long hours talking about nonsensical nonsense. I made friends with the people there, or at least I thought I did.

I had joined the guild with who I thought was a best friend.

In the past 10 months, I grew a life. I met a guy, thanks to that friend mentioned above, fell in love at first sight (yes it's real! 0_0) and moved out of the house of my parents and into the state of my boyfriend's parents. I'm now living with my boyfriend in Ohio, 560 miles from my parents house in Virginia.

Somehow, those miles have turned who were once my best friends, into my worst enemies, and I never saw it coming. The animosity of one person seems to have caused others to hate me as well. I don't even know what I did.

This is my life. I need to live it how I see fit. Though, with the man I love, I live it as much for him, as I do for me. I have seen so many new things, learned so much, and even found new music since moving up here. I'm (overall) happy. Why can't my "friends" be happy for me too?

This is not just an emo journal post, I'm just letting people know whats going on and why the lapse in art.

I feel I should request that anyone who no longer likes me for whatever reason, please at least tell me why?It's not right to suddenly be cut off from everyone I've ever talked to before and then be left alone, and wonder if it's because I wanted my own life and wanted to live my life how I wanted to live it, with who I wanted, and where I wanted.

Always said I wanted out of VA. Maybe people should have listened?

As for the art, there's several pieces I have completed, and I'll get around to uploading them soon.